Seven And A HaIf

Celebration

2009-11-05T20:55:00.004+08:00

Today is AWESOME. Thanks to my dear sayangg♥ & thanky manky for the book :D

Dear Iftikhaar Bin Hassan,

Having you in my life is something that I am truly grateful to have,
I shall cherish the moments we had together for the rest of my life,
Theres no one that could ever replace you,
You're the ONLY guy for me,
Thankyou for being supportive despite all the ups &downs we have all these while,
Let me tell you this, I cant live without you, &its not a lie.

I LOVE YOU, IFTIKHAAR BIN HASSAN♥

Hanis.

selamat hari raya

2009-09-21T19:35:00.001+08:00

Fasting month has ended and now's the time to celebrate.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Minal Idil Wal Fa Izin, Mohon Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
Forgive me if I offended you, talked behind your back about you unintentionally and or intentionally, hurt your feelings, lied to you or did other terrible things to you. Sorry..

`Ginny.

hi.

2009-09-17T21:49:00.001+08:00

Things happen. Good thing bad things all happened. but i guess i ain't alreight now.
`Iftik

(:

2009-09-07T15:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 11 MONTH-SARY SAYANGG! :D

`Ginny!

:D

2009-09-02T15:20:00.004+08:00

Yo! Hahah. Hmm.. Today. Nothing much. First half of school I was quiet. And don't know why, just don't feel like talking. Practically a zombie for the first half of the day. Then after recess, two free period. It was Geography period. Heng! I didn't bring geog =p Stared off into space. Okay, so was zombie for more than half of school. Heh. Then it was maths, was still dead. Cause was bored. Drawes on my hand. Qaaf kept talking crap then halfway thru i was wide awake :D Then was music! :D Get to play keyboard! :D Then it was end of school. Then sayang sent me bac home :D Mummy went out then I grabbed the chance to play laptop =p I changed the music playlist yaww. Now it consist of:

Be With You - Akon *NEW!
Kristinia Debarge - Future Love *NEW!
She's Got A Boyfriend Now - Boys Like Girls *NEW!
Remembering Sunday - All Time Low *OLD!
Gone So Young - Amber Pacific *OLD!
6 Months - Hey Monday *OLD!

Wanted a new playlist for the blog. Then I scrolled thru my music and picked out those i like and randomly put. Heh. Okay. Here for now. I seeriously got nothing else to talk about! Hehe.

`Ginny!

2009-08-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

Yo earthlings! XD. Been quite a while since i blogged ya? Hahahs. Well, when I've got the chance to blog. Nothing much to talk about. What a bummer! Hahahs. Hmm. Now is the fasting month yaww. Lol. Then recess I'll hang out with Qaaf, Hafiz, Khairul, Danish&Irfan. XP. Then.. I got nothing to say! Seriously, D: But i got something..

RANDOM.

From: http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481#

1. If Iftikhaar were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?
A: I don't know. :/

2. What's your fondest memory of Wayne?
A: Mischievous!

3. Who's Jasmine dating?
A: ME! Hahah. Jkjk. She's dating no one(:

4. How did you meet Jazreel?
A: Scouts! ;D

5. Have you ever been in Jay's house?
A: Nopez!

6. Wei Ru just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
A: Shouts; "Stupid Monkey, where are you?! Save your weiwei!"

7. What if you found out that Danish was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world together with Jay?
A: What do you expect from guys? XP

8. Would you love to read Barry's very personal diary?
A: Naww(:

9. Do you love Adlina?
A: As a friend? OF COURSE I DO(:

10. Hot Zheng Yi on Jay action - Yes/No?
A: Huh? I don't get it >.<

`Ginny
adetujuhhariutang!

Long time no blogging.

2009-08-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

sry for not bloggin along time. Its Fasting month now.. wee....save money...lolx...sry for not bloggin. Cant blog cause i am more busy then usual so sry...
sry

`Iftik

XD

2009-08-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

DAMN IT. I'M SOO FREAGGIN BUSY! Upcoming tests! Reports due next week! Gosh! D:

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I WAS COMMENTED CRAZY-IN-CLASS, for once. Hahah. I was usually quite in class. XP

-End?-

RANDOM POSTING! XD

`Ginny!

Erm...TOday...weee....

2009-08-11T15:44:00.003+08:00

Hm....Today at SChool WEe...so cool got beat boxer come lolx...hehe....then i won 2 albums planning to sell lerh...but see first maybe rip...then put on a file hosting net...hehe..lolx...

bored....so here eu are...:)

The Two Albums..hehe..lolx...
My trip to JB on sunday...090809...lolx...hahaz...got to eat ostrich meat nice seh..:)

erm...i will try to post one beat boxing thing i recorded hehe...

dun tink can...i try youtube...its not a vid...so yea...lolx...

or i can upload on a file host....

its less then 1mb..and here it is

http://www.mediafire.com/?d4iyy1mloji

credits to Beat Boxer Zul Maestro

hahahaz

`Iftik

Signing out

haler

2009-08-10T20:14:00.003+08:00

Updatees.

7AUGUST`09

Had BBQ yo. Wootss. Hahahs. Sayang gave me necklace ler. Thankyou sayang. I love youu sayangg! And I TOTALLY have NO intention of leaving such a wonderful guy like youu! HAPPY TENTH MONTH-SARY! *hugs&wet kisses*

8AUGUST`09

HAD FOOTDRILL TEST!&I PASSED! XD. Teehees.

9AUGUST`09

Had a movie night! XD Watch An American Haunting&Over Her Dead Body.

I don't understand. &it ain't scary at all. Even my little K2 sister slept while watching. Hahahs.

One word to describe it all; HILARIOUS! XD

10AUGUST`09
Taday nothing much. Hahahs. Too lazy to type.

-END-

All short short cause i lazy recall ler. And if got recall, I also lazy type de. Hahahs. Sorry. At least I update. Teehees ^^ Ohhya. Updated my music playlist, it consist of the songs:

Ll Cool J Feat The Dream-Baby
Chingy Feat Tyrese-Pulling Me Back
Mario-How Do I Breathe
Taoi Cruz-Ay Ay Ay
Mario Vazquez-Gallery

Haler. Hahahs. All fo today yo. Byebye. Goodnight peeps!

`Ginny!

tenth.

2009-08-07T16:38:00.002+08:00

First of all, HAPPY TENTH MONTH-SARY! ^^ Gosh. It's already the tenth month. Hahah. XD. And today is the opening of Up! Hahah. AND! GVSS SUCKS! Today full day == Aharr. Well school as per normal expect i the morning the marching of NPCC, NCC, SJAB&SCOUT person. March the Singapore flag to the flag pole there. Yeaps. Then as per normal. After school headed to canteen to makan. Hahah. Went with Jasmine. Hahah. Then Zheng came and sit with us. Then Mr Wee come talk to me, Jasmine&Zheng. Hahah. Then Jasmine go change to full u. So I with Zheng. Then a moment later, sayangg came ^^ Then went off. And Zheng go back classroom. Hahah. Sayangg sent me bac. Gonna meet him again to go the bbq at East Coast. Hahah. Go meet up with him, then make or way to jasmine house then make our way to East Coast. Hahah. Yeaa yeaa. Lol. Ouhya. The beach outing didn't went as plan. In the end never go beach de. *sobs. Hahah. But today going to beach neeways. And is on the day itself ^^ Hahah. Wednesday, 5AUGUST`09. School per normal. After school. Waited a while till 2.30pm. Cause had to show Mr Ang my group the powerpoint slide for project work. Hahah. While waiting, we were at class. PARTYING! Hahah. On music thru speaker then do the banner for NDP. Hahah. So FUN! I soo love my class& never wish to seperate mann. Hahah. Yeaa. Hahah. Neeways. I got photos! XD

Whiteboard filled with crap. Mostly with BK aka BengKiat.
MOOOOOO~

Me&Jasmine. XD

END.

Ouhya. Speakin of pics. Got a pic of abang Khairul. That sickening 4-year-old-kid == So childish de. Hahah. Last time like gentleman like tht. Now like someone that escape from mental hospital de == Hahah. But seeriously. Hahah. Neeways. Took picture of him cause I was bored. Hahah.

`Ginny!

Fishing Long Time no post

2009-08-06T15:19:00.003+08:00

Sry lerh long time no post...not much time to post lerh...not much to post
i not sure much lerh...erm...today was a boring and not fun day...had headache most of the time in class i dunoe why...haizz.sian...sry lerh once again not post...oh ya...now i rmb
there is sumthing to post abt...yesterday...
hehe...yesterday i send sayang home not going to stress on tis hehe...went home have
to bathe fast sian...bathe then get ready lerh...get ready to go downstairs my grandma house jus
a block away from my block to Tahlil or bace Yasin...hehe...so fun...first time for me lerh...hehe
hehe...lolx...have fun lerh...

lolx not much except i feell tht my relationship between Sayang And Me is getting deeper and deeper every second...seriously...Sayang told me once in the firsst few months tht if our relationship reach one month our relationship will be unbreakable..hehe...but for me i tink tht
now its already unbreakable...hehe...should i write our relationship history??hehe...
okays here go's...Embarress sia...

The Starting month in other words October 08
hehe...erm the first date was on 14Oct08 not so romantic lerh...
it was my very very first date lerh...and i didn't noe wat to do really. sian...hehe
Went to watch a movie called Eagle Eye..hehe....lolx...not bad lerh....
Then I gave her a Key Chain lerh...I tink she got take photo... hehe...
i so bad never wrap...sian...I oni hugged her in the cinema...shy lerh....First
time hugged a girl. lolx...

First Month. November 08
hmmm....erm...nothing much tis month...
Tried to ask her out but she said she could not...saying her parents dun allow...
sian...(FOund out ltr Tat it was cause she wasn't sure of me lerh..) but I dun care
tht lerh...Its Her i noe.:)

Second Month December 08...
a little something special(not good but bad) lolx....erm...same thing as november...but durin
the seven anniversary...I managed to stop her from slashing much...but she did slash still in the later months....jus once lerh...lolx...erm...tis month on the 31th New Year... WE ALMOST BROKE
UP..seriously lerh...cause she didnt tink i was right for her...i mus sae i did think of tht also...but i wanted more time...i told her not to give up lerh...luckily she holded on...thank god she did...

Third Month. Jan 09
School starts....weeeee...means can see her more...lerh...hehe...
erm...i started to send her home...then slowly i started to hug her....
then kissed her on the cheek...hehe...so happy very time she return it:)...
lolx...so happy...Oh ya special thing is...tis month was the month i got my First
Kiss on the mouth...hehe...so damn happy lerh....

Fourth Month. Feb 09
Nothing Much happened...there were problems again she was having
mood swings i got to cheer her up abit... well not me lerh... mostly to her bro and mum
and her friends not me lerh...

Fifth Month. March 09
hmm....nothing much happened and she was having mood swings once again...
i have them too...seriously...luckily she stopped slashing on the third month...hehe
so happy then....

Sixth Month. April 09
i forgot lerh..dunooe wat happened...
erm...agian mood swings and me too...
she told me then she wanted a ring....hehe..:) yeayea

Seventh Month. May 09
Once ever she told me tht she wanted a ring...i've been saving money..
not much thought...luckily my birthday my uncle gave me money wif my
grandma and i finally thought i got enough money lerh...so one day i told her
tht i was goin to buy Akmal sumthign and goin out wif jaz.
guess i made her angry by saying tht...sry...
I got a Ring then a pair of ring...both of it
engrave the words 7 HAIF.. hehe...
lolx...got a necklace lerh...hehe...lolx...
so good...then on 20th May 09...i asked her out...
told her i got a necklace for her...we went to watched a movie...
hehe...so fun...then i went to a park near her house and putted on
the necklace for her...hehe...she didnt expect to be a ring hehe..lolx...
so Damn fun...

Erm...i Continued it or next time...hehe...updates...my Grand Father has Passed on lerh..
on the 18th of July...haizz... now left my Grandma...
regret not talking to my grandpa when he couuld still talk...before he got stroke...
I am damn sad....

Okays thts it...cya folks...
byebye luvee eu dear
Luvee eu guys and girls...deeply sorry for not posting for a long time
`Harry

To My sayang I luvee eu lerh.....tis tenth month i dun tink i will get eu anything
its hard i got not much money...sry...I luvee eu my dear...and thank eu loads for not asking me to let go of eu...i luvee eu..

so far..

2009-08-03T21:19:00.002+08:00

So far

COUNTDOWNS! XD

~~3AUGUST`09!~~

cleared!

5AUGUST`09!
Beach Outing
2 more days!

12AUGUST`09!
CSI: Miami(Season 6)
9 more days!

`Ginny

first timer!

2009-08-03T19:49:00.004+08:00

Hahah. Woahh. What a day! XP. Cleared my repayments of my fasting, utang puasa! XP. Hahah. Today school as per normal. Except tests, tests, tests! D: First was malay, hope i pass man! Some questions left blank! Total blank! Then is Geography! Yesterday I just remembered then don't bother go study cause I found out when packing my bag. And packing my bag is always right before my sleep. Hahah. Then recess went to study my Geography. Then after recess, 2 periods of science in the lab. BORING! D: Then Geogarphy! Hahah. Zheng like lets all cheat, say to me, Jasmine and Fithri. Hahah. Then test i don't know, go ask Zheng and Jasmine. XP. Hahah. Then after that was 2 periods of art then end of school! XD. Had art at the Art Room. Hahah. After that went canteen, Jamine, Kelly&Fithri went to eat. I'm not eating cause fasting. Hahah. Then head to Art Room to do the banner for upcoming National Day. Hahah. We only started on it at arnd 3pm. Guys play soccer then we don't know the plan. Then when want do. Then keep changing >.< Then lost interest. So only Nura, Syazalina, Atikah&Naazira did th banner. Hahah. Then joined Khairul, Fithri, Kelly, Zheng and Jasmine. They doin maths. Hahah. Then arnd 4.30 Jasmine, Fithri&Kelly went off. I stayed cause I want go bac with abang Khairul& want pass the time cause nothing to do at home and i'm fasting. Hahah. After abang is done with the maths homework then gonna head bac home. But after he finish, still got one problem to solve. Abang don't know where Abu(Hafiz) hid his bag. Hahah. Then abang go soccer field to ask. Then Hafiz came and give bac, Qaaf&Nigel also came bac. Danish and Abu still play, GAY PARTNERS! Hahah. Then Qaaf want go off. Then we go off, about 5pm. Zheng go belanja Qaaf. Qaaf keep begging fo Zheng to buy him water. Then he belanja us all except fo Nigel. Hahah. Got F&N Grape ^^ Thanks soo much Zheng! I love you man! Hahah! XD. Then went to bus stop. 359 with "T" passed and we had to wait fo another 10mins. Then Danish&Abu came. Hahah. Danish tried to scare us from the bac. Hahah. Then bus-ed home with Khairul, Zheng&Abu. Hahah. What a day! XD. 7.17pm break my fast ^^ Then here I am ^^

`Ginny!

countdowns

2009-08-01T21:51:00.003+08:00

COUNTDOWNS! XD

3AUGUST`09!
One day down, two more to go!

5AUGUST`09!
An outing to the beach to celebrate our advance tenth month-sary which falls on a
FRIDAY, 7AUGUST`09!

12AUGUST!
Season 6 of CSI: Miami! 11 days more to go! Or. A week and four days to go!

XD

`Ginny!

dunnoe

2009-08-01T20:58:00.004+08:00

Don't know what to say lar ehh. Hahah. Seeriously. Ohhya. Just remembered. Religous class! Ustat Nabil's lesson is fun fun cause ustat Nabil is funny! XD. He's like more talkin to us and telling us rather than teach us. Like sharin information between friends. I soo love his lesson time!! XD. He taught something. Well, rather not say it lar ehh. Later cause commotion >.<

`Ginny!

jamboree

2009-08-01T11:44:00.003+08:00

Yo! Hahah. Scouting. But have some on the net jamboree. Hahah. Meet some new scout brothers. Brothers so far. Hahah. Im just randomly posting! XD. Before this had to retie flagpole. == . Haiz. Next meeting have to do patrol duty again. But next saturday no meeting! XD. Hahah.

***

A day have yet to finish, two more days to clear. Repaying of my fasting, utang pausa.

***

`Ginny!
HIS CUTE ELEPHANT! XD

lmao

2009-07-31T18:59:00.003+08:00

Here's something to share. I came to know about it from literature test that is based on poems. And the poem is Excuses Excuses by Gareth Owen! SIMPLY HILARIOUS!

"Late again Blenkinsopp? What's the excuse this time? Not my fault sir. Who's fault is it then? Grandma's sir. Grandma's? What did she do? She died sir. Died? She's seriously dead alright sir. That makes four grandmothers this term Blenkinsopp. All on PE days. I know. It's very upsetting. How many grandmothers have you got Blenkinsopp? Grandmothers sir? None sir. You said you had four. All dead sir. And what about yesterday Blenkinsopp? What about yesterday sir? You were absent yesterday. That was the dentist sir. The dentist died? No sir. My teeth sir. You missed the maths test Blenkinsopp! I'd been looking forward to it sir. Right, line up for PE. Can't sir. No such word as "can't" Blenkinsopp. No kit sir. Where is it? Home sir. What's it doing at home? Not ironed sir. Couldn't you iron it? Can't sir. Why not? Bad hand sir. Who usually does it? Grandma sir. Why couldn't she do it? Dead sir."

`Ginny!

home ec

2009-07-31T17:51:00.006+08:00

Yo! Hahah. Had home ec practical! Here's what i made. XD

Just a simple sandwich. XP. Hahah. After that was science. TOTALLY disappointed widd my marks. Well, all i hv to say is BUCK UP GINNY! Hahah. Thn it was recess, hanged out at classroom widd yijia, gen&kim, and other ppls.. Helped out gen&ernest with their book bindin. Then we went lookin for mr abodollah! Hahah. After that headed bac to class thn by th time we got bac, th bell rung. Nice timin. XD. Thn had english, went thru some wrksht. Lastly, maths. Drew graphs. Ba-da-bing ba-da-boom, 15 minutes to end of school. XD. Hahah. Went canteen widd jasmine! kelly and felicia. Ate half of my snadwich. Is already filling fo me! Hahah. Thn went to do flagpole. Went off arnd 2.30pm i guess? Hahah. XP. Got home. And yeaa here i am postin thanks to lil bro`danish! XD

***MY THOUGHTS***

I've realised that there is two side of you. One who can be very fucked up and the other who is caring. I'd like it when you're caring, obvious ._. Okay bac to the point. Yeap. And I see you're going more to the fucked up side. Always making me feel like an outcast. Only talks to me when you need help. Guess what don't give a fuck bout me and I don't give a fuck about you. I don't need you. I'm surrounded by other great friends. So I've officially made up my mind that I'm hating you. But silently. Don't worry, I won't cause a commotion.

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Abang Khairul, we'll be finally see you next monday! Abang, youu can take your home ec practical next friday. Is up to you, if don't want then cher will take previous marks. And today got bac science&don't know how much you got but i bet you got higer than me, science genius! Hahah. Ohhya, reminder for youu to get you Tolberone from Mr Ng for scoring well in your maths test! Congratz abang! XD

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Jasmine, thanks for being there for me. Thanks so much. You were like always there for me. No one can ever replace you.

***

A little snapshot after home ec. Hahah.

Credits to Wong Yi Jia! XD

Star! &Graph!or cuff. XD

`Ginny!

ERm...lolx..

2009-07-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

today.. nothing much..sian...yesterday a fight happen...lolx...
i fought Wif A boy lolx...i punch him and in the end got injured..lolx
seriously pissed off wif the boy...lolx.. damn...guy...haizz...dun wan talk abt it
jus because of him kena talk talk alot...sian...
'Harry

To the guy i punch sry lerh...eu asked me to punch eu so i did lah.
Some ppl wil sae he ask eu die then eu wil die?? lolx nope..i dun wan
cause i rather die for Allah/God rather then eu.

To Sayang hehe thx lerh for all ur post...Sry i made eu suffer so much
haizz..

To the class 2NC lerh...hmmm...thx for those who waited wif me...
thx loads..sry if i got eu guys into trouble...sry...hope we win the
banner Competition:) jyjy...we havent do anything yet lolx...

To All.I am tinking of getting something for my sayang on our
tenth month anniversary... any suggestion??

weee~

2009-07-27T18:28:00.007+08:00

HECTIC 2E1`09! XD.
Gosh Ms Sim, I'm missing youu more than I thought D:

Ms Sim Featuring. Hanis, Weiiru, Zhizuo, Jiaqi, EunBin, Danish, Qaaf, Irfan, Zhenyi, Yongyik, Hafiz, Raymond, Khairul, Ernest, Nigel, Bryan, Gabriel&Edward.

***

What a day! Hahah. School as usual. after school bus-ed to Whitesands with Weiiru! Fithri! Kelly! Hahahs. Weiiru had to get something over at popular and Kelly&I decided to tag along to buy duck tape for art's book binding. XP. Got to Whitesands, went over to 7-eleven cause Kelly&Weiiru wanted to get the Mr Men's capsule. Hahahs. Weird thing is when we got out, a women approached me. Cause i was holding on to Fithri's wire sculpture and she came to inquire bout it. Hahah. We talked for a solid half hour, according to Fithri. Hahahs. She's nice, got to keep in touch. XD. Nice meeting you Nisha! XD. Hahah. Then headed to popular then the library. And we decided to get our homeworks done over at the library. Hahah. Then about 3.50pm left the library. Bus-ed home with Fithri. Hahah. What a nice day! XP. Here's a picture of Fithri's masterpiece! XD.

***

Jasmine, I'm fine. Those previous post.. Yeaa. I was rather unstable. But everything's alright now. Thanks for your concern my dear Jasmine! I LOVE YOU! XD.

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Dearest Iftikhaar, I've learn to appreciate that even tho a day is already an accomplishment for us. I've learn by the meaning to appreciate someone though they aren't always by your side. I've learn all that and a lot more just from that one day. I love you dear. I don't want to go through such thing again. From that, it has open my eyes wide and made me realised those stuff I've mentioned above. Maybe it was suppose to happen for me to realise all that.

***

I've just finished with my Geography first report! I shall turn off the computer, do my art and revise for my Malay test tomorrow! XP. Gonna force myself to read those Malay stories tested! Hahah. Speaking of reports, i have 4 reports to do..

.Geography
~~-1st Report~~ -2nd Report -3rd Report
.A redo of my Advanced Hike Report
~~-Starting Point~~ ~~-Checkpoint 1~~ ~~-Checkpoint 2~~ ~~-Checkpoint 3~~ -Checkpoint 4 -Checkpoint 5 -Checkpoint 6 -Rest Point -Checkpoint 7 -Checkpoint 8 -Checkpoint 9 -Checkpoint 10
.2 Religious class assignments, I was told there is but I don't' know yet. I wasn't present when the assignments were issued. Anyone knows? Lemme know ya. Thanks.

`Ginny!

De WeekEND

2009-07-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hmmm…Sorry guys and gals for not posting…some things I dun wan to post lerh…but I guess now its time?? Cause one day everyone will noe…updates tis week…Friday nite…my dear drove me frantic but its not her to blame…im sorry for being so fierce sometimes…most of our probs are caused by me..sry…next update is tht My Grandpa passed on On Saturday after my scout meeting….hopefully his now in heaven enjoying..:)…well a lot of ppl having probs tis weekend…hopefully they get better….for me I jus hope everyone’s probs to be solve..and everyone I mean everyone to find someone they luvee…..

Iftik

to my sayang thx for all the encouragment eu gave me...i would have lost hope then...Im Sorry for everything...

sayang I would wan to sae eu were also tht oni girl in my heart lerh...sayang sayang sayang

to jazzy/ hermonie...hahaz thx for ur help lerh...:)

to Mei...hope eu find the real guy for eu...sry to make eu feel worse...hopefully ur probs will be solve..cya...

;p

2009-07-26T15:02:00.003+08:00

Whoops. There's a mistake in the previous post. It's actually "Every time i try to leave something keeps pulling me back, me back telling ~~you~~ me i need you in my life. It was meant to be, you were meant for me. So means we got to make it work." Is not you, is me as you can see. XP.

***

It's called boredom-in-class-and-no-teacher-is-around. XP

`нαnιss☆

only you

2009-07-25T21:13:00.004+08:00

Dear Iftikhaar Bin Hassan,

I know things has been rough for both of us. But the key thing to this 9months plus relationship of ours were our patience, endurance towards one another. You know those things i said were just out of my frustration. Well i must say so myself, i ain't strong. And that friday, 24July`09, i just couldn't take it and i totally broke down. I became insane. I was quiet at home, and that ain't who i am at home. At home i will joke around with my little brother`danish. And be like i little kid, childish. But that particular day i was totally down. I was literally in pieces. And my insanity drove you to the edge. I'm sorry bout my harsh words towards you. I'm sorry. I'm just glad you heard me out. And now i'm happy as ever my dear. I learnt my wrongs and i shall not repeat them in the future for i don't want to go trough all this again. My dearest Iftikhaar, i love only you. No one else. You're the guy whom have longest tolerated my nonsense for quite some time. I'm thankful to have found you. Cause no other guy could tolerate my childishness other than you. Though we're from very different backgrounds. I want you to know that i don't need a handsome, smart guy to be my stead. All that is needed is just your love, your care and your understanding. Thats all, a guy who understands me, care for me and love me for who i am. And you're already perfect for me my dear. I LOVE ONE AND ONLY YOU, IFTIKHAAR BIN HASSAN. A quote from a song entitled Pulling Me Back by Chingy featurin. Tyrese. "Everytime i try to leave something keeps pullin me back, me back telling you i need you in me life. It was meant to be, you were meant for me. So means we gotta make it work."

`нαnιss☆

..

2009-07-24T21:57:00.001+08:00

'It Aint You Its ME'

Iftik

Nothing Is Wrong With You Its ME

anyone?

2009-07-24T21:32:00.001+08:00

Anyone. Please? Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me.

`нαnιss☆

I think i've officially gone insane.

insane

2009-07-24T20:13:00.003+08:00

Crap piled from 2oJuly`09 to 24July`09 has totally made me insane this afternoon. Thanks to all that has contributed to the crap have made me insane. Thanks so much.

"(When this began) I had nothing to say. And i get lost in the nothingness inside of me.(I was confused) And I let it out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed is the only real thing I've got to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone. And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own."
From: Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park.

***

MISS SIM, I WILL BE MISSING YOU!

Thanks for the sweet memories. Hope you'll forgive the wrong that 2E1 have done. All the best in life.

***

Kepada kawan terbaikku(you know who you are),
i'll try to mend ways with her aite? For the sake of our friendship.

`нαnιss☆

p.e

2009-07-22T08:31:00.007+08:00

teehee.

another week without p.e. now here in rainforest lab. hahah. theories..
ernest freaked out when cher said we gonna do theories as thr is lightning risk alert and no outdoor activities. ernest kept sayin tht woon woon has already taught us theories and listed some. hahah. got me laughin like hell! XD well, had to do research on baseball. but. you know! i am notorious! not such a good girl i must say. hahahs. XP. wokaess. here for now!

byebye!

`нαnιss☆

Vampirates is aww`some! Black Heart! But i'm still missing Dead Deep! Th only book in th sega i'm missin! Someone care to buy it fo me? x:

quotee

2009-07-21T21:32:00.004+08:00

"Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away."

From: Don't Stay - Linkin Park

related to previous post.
NOT complications between me&iftik.

`нαnιss☆

friends

2009-07-21T20:35:00.003+08:00

"Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit."

yep. thts it. thts how i feel. aharr. recently..

i've somehow found who is my true friend. a true friend who will be thr for me in till th end. and thr is those two lovely angels. i shall not mention who. but i think thy know is somehow referrin to them. thy're th ones i see tht cares. and one of them i'm reeally comfortable with. my problems just easily spill out to her. and she is such a good listener and gives such great advices. she reeally does understands me well.

i love youu two. i hope we don't seperate.

***

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNEST!

`нαnιss☆

Jasmine, recess isn't just th same without youu.
Especially now.
With all th complications.

hehe....

2009-07-20T20:57:00.002+08:00

lolx...tis feel days dun really feel well lerh...lolx...
glendon's changing loads loads...hate the new him...seriously..
Glendon i wan the old eu back..lolx...stop faking abt sniifing glue lerh..lolx
stupid...nvm...
on wif today...loads of dearest today:DD hehe...lolx...
hmm...nothing much went to watch harry potter....
lolx...and was damn tired cause of pioneering camp...sry jaz
for throwing temper...sian....damn tired and they still ask me out...okays...
gtg nitez to ppl...luvee eu...
chada...
iftikhaar
dun giv up my dear and glendon plx change back PLZ!!

teehee

2009-07-17T20:06:00.005+08:00

yo!

haha.

todayy..
got to watch

Harry Potter&The Half Blood Prince! XD

teehee.

went to watch widd lil bro`danish!
jasmine! kelly! weiiru! &pimnipha! XD

the movie is finee((:

haha. it was bout 5pm plus when
th movie ended. thn all went home.

haha. i took 358.
thn i saw nicholas ^^
i sat in front of him.
he on-ed th song
'Man In The Mirror'
i sang when th chorus part
and he sang too. haha.
thn we laugh ^^
said hi. few stops later got off.
said bye and said tht iftik said hi to him.
he seemed shocked. haha.
got off th bus and waved goodbye ^^

thn walked home. went to watch spongebob
for a while. its spongebob 10th anniversary!

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY SPONGEBOB! XD

ohhya! sku!
qaaf got me smth nice!
teehee.

-shiny tag and METALLICA tag!-
XP

waitin for monday. and get more
stuffs! XD

haha. ohhya!

i hv a new playlist yo!
i love th song
Im Yours by The Script!

teehee.

thts all i guess.

byebye!
hv a great weekend darlings! XP

`нαnιss☆

iftik's friday night with Harry Potter and family!

DOTZz

2009-07-16T20:09:00.004+08:00

Wat The fish....Today Lolx had Mother tongue test...Dun Tink Was Test So many people copied lolx...including me!!!:)lolx...thts abt all...
went out wif jaz after school...went home.....
sms my dear...then i dun tink anything else...
dear asked to change the playlist for the blog...i didnt cause
it cant work dunooe why...will try another day...
cya bye....
You never feel eu arent quite enough??
in wat way and how?
iftikhaar...

quotee of my feeling

2009-07-15T21:17:00.003+08:00

"I never feel I'm quite enough."

`нαnιss☆

facts(:

2009-07-13T16:12:00.004+08:00

yo!

haha. got on com to do
some research fo english.

but dun think doin. mayb.
haha. mayb just do a bit lar. XP

haha. neewayss. wann to post
to share widd youu all some
interesting fact i got from
th Reader's Digest, July's issue.

haha. okayy.
to start off with.

DO YOU DOODLE?

GOOD NEWS, doodlers: the next time you are caught scribbling away in a meeting or lecture, explain that you are improving your concentration. A study by a UK psychology professor has shown that people who doodle have a better recall. Professor Jackie Andrade asked 40 people to listen to a very dull message and write down names of people mentioned. Half were told to doodle naturally while others simply sat and listened. Lo and behold, the doodlers were better at concentrating and recalled more information. The reason, she says, is because doodling stops daydreaming and helps people pay attention. "We know that daydreaming takes a lot of mental energy," she says. "The best thing is to concentrate on a single task, but otherwise try doodling to stop your mind from wondering."

i'm a doodler! yeayyy! haha. XD

next is tht artificial light causes cancer O:
soo sleep in a dark room if possible. haha.

and lastly,

Gender Medicine.

Fact 1: Women recover from stroke more easily, compared to men.
Fact 2: Women live longer than men.
Fact 3: Women are more likely to see a doctor and take care of their health. Men, on the other hand, generally don't visit the doctor until their disease has processed futher, so they're more like to die from it.
Fact 4: Men also suffer higher rates of accident and injury.
Fact 5: Men are more sensitive to specific types of pain than women.
Fact 6: Women have higher rate of depression, but they are more like to go to the doctor and say "I'm depressed." Men are most likely to have a driking problem and be irritable - they will say they're stressed."

- END-

in general, men and women approach health differently.

haha. end of facts yo. XP

well, got to go get bac on my research.

byebye!

`нαnιss☆

Bored

2009-07-11T20:45:00.002+08:00

Today lerh....hm...nothing much....seriously...hehe
except today had been little down in the morning threw it on
erm...eu noe...so sry lerh....sry for my short replys and all my
dumb and stupid comment....sry....gtg...
luvee eu guys and gals....I luvee eu my dear
cya hehe today no song lerh....i tink...dunoee see first
cya bye....
to my dearest

sry my dear.....sry...its my fault for not really taking it well...
sry....its my fault...sry...thanks for being so patient wif me...

new skin!

2009-07-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

yo!

haha.

actually i hv been on com
from arnd 2pm liddat?

haha! XD

well, i dowann go post cuz
nth talk bout. haha.

but now. have. kinda! XP

it is, i got a new blogskin!
love you eternally!
black! white! red! simple!
totally awee`some! XD

hahahahaha XP

okayy. sku. hmm.
nth much. or i lazy
type! XP

haha. okayy!

i lazy type! XP

okayy.

byebye!

`нαnιss☆

Sick:) lolx can still smile...

2009-07-10T15:02:00.002+08:00

Well I am sick...since Wednesday...lolx...
wednesday...went to school as per normal...then...
go polyclinic after history class... docter gave 2 days mc then
if fever continues on the friday go back and see them...
lolx...thrusday morning abt 4am....woke up then move my neck
then crack...lolx....sprain my neck....but didnt noe at first....father brought
me to KKH lolx...damn crapp....my bro fever go up to 39.2...lolx damn high sia...
then i oni 38.3...nothing lerh...hehe...lucky...got a holder for my neck....
today better lerh...fever is going up and down lerh dunoe why...
hehe.....sry for not blogging........
luvee eu guys gtg......
will be back in school on monday...cya
Iftikhaar
Ps Jaz i got sum 41 albuum:) hehe

random

2009-07-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

yo!

haha. haven't been posting fo
a while. like i said, i can't
get hold of th lappy a lot when
sku is arnd. haha.

well. recently watched
Ice Age 3 at Orchard
Cineleisure at Cathay
on th Sunday, 05-07-09.

it was soo damn funny!
haha.

today qaaf kept mentioning th
funny parts and i kept laughin :D

haha. i love bein arnd qaaf. he just
never fails to make me laugh and
make time pass fast! :DD

haha.

well, nth else to say i guess.

byebye!

`нαnιss☆

ohhya. iftik says sorry fo not postin.
his parents and bro are at home most of
th time.

Gonna Do A Short Post:)

2009-07-01T19:31:00.003+08:00

Sry Jus had Dinner...hehe.....sry sry...
hmmm....erm....today Send my dear off then
Her Mum in the car drive pass..omg...lolx
then i jus went home lerh....gtg parents at home sry
I will Put UP a song soon.....maybe will jus over post

nah nvm put it up now then....

Jia Hao send my during Advanced Hike....
Really Luvee tis song...I wan The album anyone have? lend me
Thx

'Waking the neighbors' unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me'

From,

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Iftikhaar

Not Feeling Well...

revealedd.

2009-07-01T18:59:00.003+08:00

ITS OFFICIAL.
MUMMY KNOWS.

lets see if she goin
to talk to mie bout it.

neeways, sku was great!
haha. thanks to the jokers!

:DD

`нαnιss☆

now its a7x-fever.

2009-06-30T19:39:00.005+08:00

ALL-TIME FAV FROM A7X!

Gunslinger.

Yeah, you've been alone
I've been gone for far too long
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

Never let it show
The pain I've grown to know
'Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
'Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

Letters keep me warm
Helped me through the storm
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
'Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I've always been true
I've waited so long just to come hold you
I'm making it through
It's been far too long, we've proven our
love over time's so strong, in all that we do
The stars in the night, they lend me their light
to bring me closer to heaven with you

(Bring me closer)

But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
'Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

And with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

`нαnιss☆

linkin park-fever.

2009-06-29T22:00:00.007+08:00

haha. i'm seeriously addicted to
Linkin Park now :DD

here's anoda songg.

'Nobody's Listening'

"I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
handfull of anger, held in my chest
. . .
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
. . .
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
. . ."

thr are dotz at sum parts cuz is not so nice.
these are th nice parts((:

WARNING, IT'S SCREAMO(yet again. haha)

(argh damn. smth went wrong. i re-posted this. no time get th code. internet sucks. next time peeps. or i'll get my dear to help mie widd it.)

crazy blog ==!

enjoy!

`нαnιss☆
eu never asked me but i did for eu lerh... here eu guys are :)

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Iftikhaar:)

:):) Start Of SOmething Great:):)

2009-06-29T20:18:00.005+08:00

Today COmmence My UNlimited SMS:):)...hehe..
Change My number lerh...to PPL who Wan it EMail me or asked me directly :0
Sry Lerh...If i didn't sms eu tht i changed...

Today was the start of my unlimited sms hehe together wif my dearest:):)...yea yea
so happy...hehe today was also school reopen for term 3...hehe.....
Today was school like normal except dun have assembly..:)
WAs also great because i found out my class PE tmr yay!!!
lolx....pe oni hehe......lolx...hmm.... todae Recess Someone
Sae i never really post on the blog...lolx......
I am sry hor....its cause i have parents who dont allow
blogging so i am sry...cause most of the time my parents at home
or if not its my bro...and my bro canot really trust de...so eu noe...
sry guys...
Today was great after school went to bus stop and wait for eu noe...
then she go and buy food wif jasmine...then jasmine bought me a mocha milk tea i tink
cause she made me w8 took Hanis to tell her not too buy lerh...
but she feel bad...lolx...so thank you very much for the drink...
walk wif Hanis At the park before sending her phone.....
gtg cya people...
Rmb to ask me or tagged ur name on the CBOX to ask for my
number...have fun
cya bye....
luvee eu guys and gals...thx for reading...:)

'Wake up
Grab a brush and put on a little make up
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
Whyd you leave the keys up on the table
There you go create another fable
You wanted to
Grab a brush and put on a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Whyd you leave the keys up on the table
I dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die (die)'

From, Featured in Rock Band Unplugged (PSP),

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

(: ? haha

2009-06-28T20:33:00.005+08:00

school is startin tmr!

& so does my unlimited sms!

& same fo my dear! :DDDD

nyahaha ^^

wootss wootss ^^

neewayss. todayy. nth muchh.

i chiong-ed finish Toto Chan;
tht book fo REP. haha.

nth else i guess. recently i keep
hearin to Linkin Park.
it's screamo!

wootss wootss ^^

haha. thanks engyi fo th songs! :DD

i'm addicted to 'Given Up' :DD
thr's more. but this song has more impact ;p

i like this part :DDD

"I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me"

here's th songg;

IT'S ONLY RECOMMENDED FO SCREAMO-LOVERS

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

enjoy(!) screamo-loverss :DD

`нαnιss☆

Iftikhaar's PICTURE Memory(Dun Wan put photography ltr kena COPY-_-")

2009-06-26T20:57:00.012+08:00

Here YOu Guys and gals are Photos:)

Floating Platform

Singapore City at the background

Singapore Navy flag i tink

i dunoe why i take but its nice:)

The Ship Butt

Donuts

The Durians We Had Eaten There.

Stingray On the Left, Sotong on the right. and shark meat platter on the top

Wonder Why in tis Island alot of number plates start wif BP..lolx

Lions Meet at the hotel liao lolx...Tis was in the hotel I stayed in.

Thts Abt all....hehe.....
Iftikhaar signing out hehe...bye

Posting Tis So Hanis Cant hahaz

'And if I go crazy then
Will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well,
Will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by myside
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite
You call me strong, you call me weak
But still your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down'

From,

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Haniss Photographyy((:

2009-06-26T11:58:00.009+08:00

pictures taken at kuchingg.
i was boreddd. haha.

thts all folks.

haha.

`нαnιss☆

"Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins... "
From:

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

enjoy!

hello school, byebye blogg

2009-06-25T15:01:00.003+08:00

heyy heyy heyy :D

haha. lets talk bout ytd.
one word: awww`somee!!
haha :DD

went out widd jie and my dear :D
went and treat jie to Transformers 2
haha. wass a surprise treat :DD

nyahaha ^^

neewayss. todayy. had science class.
i was superr gloomyyy DD:

but after tht met up widd my dear.
andd did he cheer myy dayy up :D

thankyouu myy dearr!
youu alwayss had your own unique way
to cheer me up myy dear!
sucha one in a million! :DD
love youu! haha :DD

went home by 1300. thn played
widd th dann. haha.

`нαnιss☆

"In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve
So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean"
From:

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

enjoy!

p.s. blogg would be rather dead when sku reopen,
care to dun visit our blog for quite some time :D
hahaha.

Sry

2009-06-23T16:29:00.002+08:00

SRY For Not posting for awhile...Family was home most of the time and they(my parents) dun allow a blog. so please shhh!!! if eu noe my parents..

Hmm...lots of things to sae but cant really tell all...limited time..
my bro outside in the living room and secrets wif him is like secrets wif the whole world..
seriously.....
now heres wat i have to sae

went to troop camp....wooo woo...
almost fainted on the second day but
was on full force after mam help me massage
Jaz also almost fainted. lolx..bro and sis together almost faint lolx..

then went back home on the third day..1 day earlier then end of camp
cause i was goin to Tanjong Pinang. whooss... went there for weedding dinner
its was my uncle's brother in-law wedding dinner...
island was nice...great except the boat and hotel room i was in had coachroach..
omg all small one lucky...lolx
the first day nite...cause i arrived at 3pm.
had the wedding dinner...
got to eat shark fin soup...hehe..
i tink its a nine course dinner so cool...
one of my uncle got drunk..lolx
second day.....
we went to shop at shopping mall... not bad lerh all the things damn cheap
got 2 nice printed shirt at abt less then 10 dollars.. around there lerh.. and a
camping bag...a damn big one...nice summore...daryl got 1 bad too abt the same
except the print..then ate durians yea yea alot alot. seriously alot. then at night..
went to the wedding place again...cause they had left overs.
have to sing KTV haizz..lolx..fun thought especially when the whole family sing uptown girl
when i mean whole family i mean three family...my family, daryl family, and jackie family.
so cool...
third day...
one of the best days got to eat shark meat today...
hehe so nice... dun sae i heartless.... cause not i buy one it was my uncle
he bought gong gong too so shoik....
then take boat back to singapore at 2pm(GMT+7) hehe...
fun lerh....
my bro in the room he havent see... gtg
cya luvee eu guys and gals...
happy belated birthday mei...
promised i will upload some pics guys...bye

==

2009-06-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

todayy had science class
from 8.30am to supposedly
10.30am but delayed due to
some people. haahaaa.

saw my dear patrol widd jackal
and mehmeh havin footdrill course.
wanted to xtraa but jasmine got other
plans and just went off. haaahaaa.

went to jasmine house. watched some
vids on youtube. thn changed. i used
jasmine clothes. thanks jasmine! :D

went down to th bus stop and met up
widd my dear. headed for harbour front.
jasmine had appointment and my dear's
class hv outin at sentosa siloso beach.

went to my dear's outingg cuz jasmine
had to attend her appointment. i sat on
th beach only. no xtraa clothes.

saw people got thrown in th water.
funnayee. haha.

me and my dear headed off first,
went off arnd 1530++

met up widd jasmine and train-ed
home. haaahaaa.
got mocha blend from sweet talk at
elias mall thn headed home.

got home. bathed. eat. played psp.
slept. thn here i am usin com.

actually is cuz cher say will send hwk
thru mail thn online. if not i will be sleepin
all th way till tmr mornin. seeriously.
vry sleepyy! DD:

in th end no hwk! ==!!
thn decided to blog since i'm on th com
neewayss. aharr.

`нαnιss☆

meeeooowww

2009-06-19T20:27:00.006+08:00

hahaha.

meow meow.

came backk from kuchingg(cat)

huahua ^^

it was funn funn :DD
nice nice activitiess :DD

but if youu went thr ready.
dun think youu'll be goin back cuz
thr will be nth else for youu to do.

went to cavess.
sunset cruze.
wildlife cruze.

and th most memorable was th starss!

:DDDD

first time seein a lot of stars in th sky.
after dinner went walkin pass th beach,
kinda exploring arnd.

thts all i guess. lazyy to talk more. hehe.
here's some nice views for youu all ayee :DD

`нαnιss☆

busyyy weekkk

2009-06-13T02:21:00.003+08:00

freaggin report kept mie up

==!

fuck it.

neeways.
away for camp;
13-15
away for holiday;
16-19

thn 20th footdrill.

. . .

sayonara peeps.

`нαnιss☆

will be missin youu, uncle irfan DD:

thousand of apologiess dearestt

2009-06-12T16:40:00.003+08:00

to: dearest jie, irahbby <333

soo sorry mie and kor
couldn't be thr for youu
on your bdae dearest.

it would be aww`ful, i know.
like is your happy day without
happiness. tht utterly sucks.

but jie. we'll make it up to youu
aitee. make yourself free on th
24th yo :D

thn you'll hv a surprise treat from
mie and kor(:
treat from us and mayb a prezzie((:

i'll miss youu jie. its been longg since
we met and just hv fun DD:

and i'll be busy whole week.
13-15, camp. 16-19, holiday.
20, footdrill course.

haizz. hopefully sunday th 21st i'll
be able to make it yo DD:

i'll be missin youu terribly jie dearestt <333

i lovee youuu <333

`нαnιss☆

& peeps won't be postin for longg yo.
hv a great holiday ahead yo. takecaresss.

ooohya. still in panther. nvm thn. i'll work
my way to patrol LEADER and let tht jackass
moron be ASSISTANT patrol leader.

:DDDDD

argh.. woo!

2009-06-11T15:44:00.003+08:00

i'd rather freakin quit scout thn chnge patrol.

kena freakin panther somemore.
bloody fish laa. arghhh.

appeal for rhino lerhh!
thanks wayne for th
most aweesomest suggestion!

ooohya! vampyre also kena
AssistantPatrolLeader for
rhino! :DDD

thn mie and vampyre same
patrol!!! :DDDD

wooo!!! i wann appeal mann!
wayne goin appeal too!
hoho.

thanks soo much wayne for
turnin my frown upside down!!!!

:DDDDDDDDD

`нαnιss☆

"long lost" uncle

2009-06-09T21:37:00.004+08:00

haaahaaaa.

uh`huh uh`huh.
sorta long lost uncle.
haha. cuz my family
knowledge well. one
word to describe:
suck.

uh`huh. thn i know
cuz sleepover my house
thn my mum like
kakak(sis) go take some
stuff. said tht to irfan,
my uncle.

thn i found out. ahaaaa.

irfan, my uncle! :DD
but weird. p6.
neewayss, can count tht
we're close. we as in mie, irfan
and danish.

and i vry th like eunthu bout
it cuz i no close uncle, cuzzie,
or wadd. cuzz my family
knowledge suck and all.
ahaaa. i know, youu people
will be think- pathetic.

yes i know.

ahaaa.

today footdrill, sayangg joined
my grp.

thn went home, irfan&danish invite
mie go cyclin. thn went.

took picturess :DD

-UncleIrfan&Danish-

-UncleIrfan, Danish, Retard Mie-

:DDDDD

ahaaa. i post cuz i'm like nth else
to do. report got do till no more
info to write. waitin for jaz.

nth else to say i guess.

ooohya. danish&irfan looks
somehow similar ritee??
hahakz. and mummy said i somehow
look like irfan sis. haha.

`нαnιss☆

awayyyy.

2009-06-08T20:55:00.003+08:00

currently doin advance hike report,
only started and due date is this
saturday, first day of troop camp pass up.

neewayss. most probably won't be postin in
for a while. freaakinn busy.

tmr hv footdrill course.

next day till friday, busy do
advance hike report.

13-16, camp.
butt gg off on 15

cuz 16-19, holiday at kunchingg.

20, footdrill.

22, 24, 25 got science class.

siannnn.

zzz. neeways won't blog till mayb arnd
last week of holiday, or th second last week.

thn when sku reopen.
won't be able use com.
and if use is do for work.

ahaaa.

lucky share, thn blog won't be dead.
ahaaaa. lol.

okii.

should be gg back to my report.

`нαnιss☆

Tired

2009-06-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

Sry ppl out there...for not bloggin for abt 2 days i tink...
was on a hike...sian....65km summore....jus came back today
Jus here to tell eu guys tht...:) hanis also went for hike...lolx...not same group
but rest point was the same:D...hahaz...
My starting point was Bukit Batok MRT station...
Rest Point was at East Coast Park or Bedok Jetty...
End point GVSS Greenview sec school...
At rest point was the happiest night of my life:) lolx
Ok guys tired seh and gals sry...bye
i will upload sum pics soon...bye...

Dead Tired

2009-06-05T08:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday sian....Woke up 8 plus
done my house work till like 2pm then stop
and On com...sian...talk to Sayang on Msn
can tell she's not okay....then like worry her like crap...
but i dunoe why i didn.t bother her at all...dead worryed...
Use till 5plus then off...go and pray awhile then go and make myself
nutella bread put alot chocalate oni do tht when i am worred or sad or angry
sian.....haizz dunoe why also....then my mum asked me cooked rice cooked liao
sian....parents back they DA bao dishes home...dinner was great..got cereal chicken
one of my fav cause of the cereal oni not chicken.....sian...then dinner end....headache starts
to hurt damn hard....go and lie down on my bed...dunoe why start to cry....headache damn pain.
told myself to sleep.....slept and slept till 0045hrs...saw my phone got 4 sms...oni cared abt my sayang sms...she told me she had to wake early today 05/06/09 for breakfast wif her dad and has Project Work in school.....reply her back wat time end??and eu okay? she replyed at 025hrs...but i wasnt awake yet....now i jus woke up
have to do my mum work...help her do i earn money....lolx...
anyway goin to do for the whole morning then go for
friday pray...after tht go army shop wiff akmal buy
groundsheeet..then plan to go e!hub meet sayang
then send her back...ok guyss and galss..cya
To sayang
eu seriously need ur sleep...plx
try ur best to sleep plx
i will be here for eu...
luvee eu

boredd..

2009-06-04T14:34:00.006+08:00

"i feel like i am trapped
in th world of misery.
yeah i know thr are times
tht i'm happy. but. it's like.
for a short second thn i'm
back in my world of misery.
when i feel like cryin, i would
want to walk in th rain cause
nobody could tell if i'm cryin.
so nobody would care bout me.
i'm not to be cared. i'm a
worthless piece of junk. so
don't ever worry bout me"
-Hanis

tht is wadd i've been feelin for th
past few days. this has been written
i think a year ago. i went thru my
notebook and came across this.

today is deadly boringg.
woke up dunnoe wadd time. didn't
check. layed in bed dunnoe how long.
hear song and just stared off into
space.

i hanged out at my brothers room for
once. ahaaa. just wanted to be alone.

i did my hwk, switched on songs tht
i've ripped off from my last time
burned disc.

i finished my hwk. thn went thru my
notebook and my other fullscape tht i
doodled on. thn came across th one above
and. my drawingss.

-Kiara&Simba-

-Koda-

lion king and brother bear were my
all time favouritess.

neewayss.
wrote smth new
into my notebook.
and this is wadd i wrote.

"happiness.. it's all arnd but it will be
disrupted by misery. nothing good is ever
perfect. even in relationships. th couple
loves each other soo much, happy-go-lucky,
problematic free, and think tht nothing will
ever go wrong. but towards th future,
fights tend to occur. see what i mean by
misery never fails to disrupt happiness?
but tht is th way of life. with ups&downs
in life, everything would be balanced."
&
"when youu realise tht you're th cause of
a problem, just accept it and learn. don't
blame yourself. cause what good can youu
get from blamin yourself? but if youu learn
from it, at least youu cann avoid tht kind of
problem in th future. am i correct?
no one is ever perfect. so stop blaming
yourself and start learning."

these were wadd i wrote. thn i played psp
till 1400++

asked for lappy. can play for 1hr30min.
damn just realised i didn't take note wadd
time i started playin. zzz.

nevermind. wait till mummy shouts.

oooh wait. sayangg knew wadd time.
1430. soo i hv gv back at. 1600.

thn i hv to clean th wall, get rid of fingerprints,
footprints or anythin on th wall tht makes it dirty.

i shall go makan first before doin tht.

okae. shall stop here.

bye.

`нαnιss☆

WEe.....!!!...Wee....WEEE...wee....WEee...

2009-06-03T22:44:00.001+08:00

Lolx jus finish dota...hehe
erm...today....i dunoe not much....hehe...
no lah alot alot.......
well....today woke up at 6.45 papa asked me sembayang then i slept back
then...woke up again at abt 9plus...mum wake me up she wan go see docter left home...then i on computer go Dota hehe while calling Hanisstar my sayang whooswhoss...hehe...play till sian quit game then talk wif her...she sound down...i dunoe why but tis few days she is down trying my best to help her but it doesn't work....i dunoe why...she cant sleep too...for me also got prob sleeping dunoe why.....sian...back to the day then....after i stop i call jaz tell her meet 12pm under my block go and cycling ltr...then i go bathe lolx...mus tell eu guys meh??...and gals...sry....erm....then get ready and went out...hehe.........go out liao go Ah Ma house as in my grandmother house not Amar house...different k? lolx.....then take bike my grandmother saw jaz then ask girl arh ur friend then i like yup...lolx....tink she tinking tht one my girlfriend...sian....lolx....then cycle loh....weeee....go pass ngee ann to some special demand(jaz lah of cause)...lolx...cycle cycle cycle cycle to the junction after the high way....lolx at there we turn rite i wan go straight but the galgal wan go school pass consent form lolx...then pass meiting house shout meiting meiting but she never hear lolx(why i noe i ask her on msn)lolx...reach school liao.....meet wayne lolx...pass the form now go Hanis house YAY! thts the fun part hehe....use the long way through e!hub and and under the MRT track and wala near there liao hehe...we reach her house. Jaz arh....oni wan water oni then we go in lol wat to do jaz wan water then danish ask their maid to take water for all 3 of us:) so good. in the end is milk jaz and wayne drink so fast i haven't even touch my then they finish liao.....then i take a sip....alamak canot drink tis type of milk shit....then ask wayne drink for me hehe....i dunoe why i canot drink tht milk but it jus wan to make me go do buisness lucky never drink much hehe.....then danish kakashi kakashi oni...lolx take the psp then show tht kakashi can beat gaara lolx....hu also can do...but special lah cause i never see he play before...hehe....then we go off....weeeee.....lolx....hahaz.
we go to the playground then play the bigbig circle one dunoe why they call... try to run inside then fall down....my knee kena scratch...lolx bleed but nvm hehe....so many things to sae...lolx...
then we go to the shop buy water need to pump air for bike...but if pump there 50cent...lolx waste money so dun wan...then go to next shop....tis time free.. but then hand pump so shit pump liao....then cycle off awhile oni then need pump again sian....we then went back to Hanis house slowly....cause danish need change slippers....his slippers spoil sad....lolx then danish take Hanisstar bike...then star walk....then i wan to giv star a lift but she dun wan i dunoe why...lolx....then danish change back now i giv danish a lift hehe....lolx...reach her house liao....park bike then go in....lolx.....i go look at the second floor and the third floor of the house wah.....so big sia....hahaz....soon...at abt 3pm went out again tis time to pump bike at elias mall....sian....hahaz...Danish brought his own bike then hanis no need giv him alift....but danish still walk cause bike tire no air....lolx...hahaz......cycle slow lolx...reach bike shop pump air take long time cause use wrong tip...lolx wayne sae he saw AMar lolx....i dun really care.... lolx...
then we wanted to go find a place to go....dunoe where to....suggest to go the blocks and cycle(good time for me to rmb my first four years in pasir ris. i used to stay there till 4 years old then moved) sad.....i seriously can rmb little...sad loads..i felt like crying for not rmbering... dunoe why....but move on....then half way at wayne house there jazz sae she ned go back then i like ok...wanted to send my sayang and my sayang adek home first but jaz abit in a hurry though she never sae i see her tone then can tel...So sry Sayang for leaving eu there.......then i and jaz cycle off...cycle through GVSS again cause jaz wan see some band ppl ...lolx....in the end also no one there....lolx...........then at loyang point saw accident....was Ms Li from GVss wif her oddessey if i not wrong....sway...sad sia...butt in my personal point...serves her rite for calling students idoits....lolx....then cycle pass meiting house again...shout her name lolx...never hear...sian......then i will skip till i reach back home...hehe....reach home...play psp awhile cool down first...then stop awhile....call sayang...then i go bathe....bathing then she call back hahaz....sian....bath then go sembayang but before sembayang call her back never pick up T.T i wan cry....then sembayang halfway she call back...ahahaz...lolx call her baack after i sembayang she say she sleeping then i like good lah go sleep summore she never sleep tis few days....sian...hehe....then ate dinner then ate supper then i down here typing lolx....
to my sayang
i am sry i cant help eu i dunoe how to help btw....sry...
i hope eu are fine now hoping tht eu are asleep while i am posting tis....hoping eu are,,,
i noe eu are down when eu were cycling i could see tht...i tried my best to cheer eu up
i noe eu feel pain but when i ask why eu sae eu dunooe...
I will try my best to help eu...I SWEAR tht to eu i will and i will never giv up
eu should catch ur sleep...i luvee eu forever.....
and eu rmb the note i send eu the one tht i sae when i grow up??
i will make it happen for eu....
bye i luvee eu after posting tis i will go and sleep...nitezz ppl
done by: IftikhaarU....
Bye guys and galss....
Ps to jaz i noe eu will be reading tis
i noe tht boy will harass eu.but if he sends eu those sms wif vuglarities eu jus save them
go to a police station and report for harassment....
eu can do tht...
lastly
Luvee will come to eu not eu to it...
Jus w8 sumone will come by and pick eu up
for me i found her already...bye
tc noe...nitezz bye

upziess&downziess

2009-06-03T21:28:00.004+08:00

hello. hahaa.
can play for 1hr niaa.
shared with danishh.

went out thn cann only play now.
damn full >.< food was spicy an
was drinkin lotss of waterrr. zzz.

neewayss. lemme talk bout ytd;
2 June, Tuesdayy((:
ytd i literally killed some of my
brain cells due to th maths olympiad >.<
i went thr widd abang khairul(:
zhenog and hafizz :D haha.
played merry-go-round before
finally met up. say here thn thy were thr.
thn. zzz. no comments.

neewayss. some teachers gonna skin mie
alive if i never get at least 1 correct for th
maths olympiad exam and if i wasn't th top
20 for maths MYE >.< just simply hate havin
ppl havin high expectations ==!!

at night i was kinda dizzy and hv a headache >.<

haizzz.. thn today.

woke up arnd 0800 thn play psp. nyehnyeh ;p
haha. mummy came in room thn asked mie and
danish go bathe. thn after i bathe called iftikhaar,
saaayaaanggg, haha. cuz halfway i bathing he
called. hahaaa. thn layed down and chat widd him.

thn again mummy came in room but this time ask
us to eat. hahaaa.

thn mummy went out. took th lappy. i got update
but my post like abit here and thr kena cut >.< zzz.

neewayss thn smth unexpected happened. ahaaa.
iftikhaar, jazreel and unexpectedly wayne came earlyy.
lucky my mummy not at home. heee. thn thy hang out
at my house bofore heading for th park((:

cycled to th park. playedd. and well. more details hopefully
in iftikhaar's post ;p cuz i cant use com longg. hahaaaa.

thn went got home. went straight for my room. switched on
th air con and cooled down. i fell asleep. haaahaaa.

thn at night went parkway th pastamaniaa.
after dinner went Giant.

in th lift, danish reeally thought tht we reached th lvl already
but is not. laughed damn hard. haaahaaa.

okae. gtg noww. byebye. hv a great day ahead. ooohya.

"Iftikhaar soo good, teach mie a lot of thingss"- Danish((:

`нαnιss☆

lalalala

2009-06-02T15:57:00.002+08:00

well hello once again tis Iftikhaar....Hanis Cant use com today so i posting for myself..
today oh well she asked me wats my point of view of her so here it is

Eu are Beautiful though eu deny it(In my eyes eu are always the beautiful one)
Eu are Cute Though eu deny it again...(eu are cute expically when eu talked to ur younger bro)
Eu are very Caring....(tht time we went cycling i saw ur caring side to ur adek..I JEalous sehT.T)
Eu are Hot....Yeayea eu sure are....hottest girl in my eyes...hehe..
Eu are swiit....eu agree tht urself dun deny....
Eu are My oni one...(No matter wat when i wake up everyday i will always tink of eu first wondering whether eu had a good sleep or did eu sleep or not...)
There's alot abt eu but tis are the most oblvious to see...

Well...abt today...went out wif Akmal, Jazreel(kakak who likes Kaka), wayne(adek) and chenwei
to Near the Tampines Stadium de street soccer court to play of cause lah soccer...Akmal keep kiking out of the court tinks he is tinkin abt Affina....lolx....back to me then we almost wanted to go swimming change mind cause got no towel and no proper swim wear...lolx...sian...then go century square makan soursop and drink ice lemon tea...wee....then wan go home...while goin down escalator meet Pim and Kelly wearing school uniform...liotering tell KKK then they noe...lolx...erm...then take bus three...ask akmal to send the song Mad by Ne-Yo...I damn addicted to that...hehe....instead of goin home i had to go mobil first...Julius wanted me to go find he food he wans for the hike...lolx.. go there liao then they sae dun have....sian.....plan to walk back....sian...then when i called julius he never pick up then i walk pass his school....he call back i jus pass the gate of the school then never see him siannn...so stupid me....sian walk back and wala i down here at the com....
to my only one...
i luvee eu lah please dun be down anymore...
i miss eu much but tmr i goin out wif eu soo i cant wait for it....
wish i am wif eu not...
i luvee eu and dun deny it already k??
ok thts all bye guys and gals...
bye ILY to ppl i noe and dun hate

Second Post in my Life

2009-06-01T21:39:00.004+08:00

well...Hello People tis is iftikhaar...
hello..well its the holiday...maybe i should talk abt my results so here it is
Eng 65.3%
Chinese 41.1%
Maths 77%
Science 84.9%
Geography 85.3%
Literature 70.6%
Art 49.7%(lost 10marks cause of drawing middle fingerT.T)
Home Econs 64.2%
See the Red Big circle got penalised for it...learn my lesson...sry Mr rahman...

Now to the history for tis blog...
Orignally it was jus for me iftikhaar FYI to make but i suck at the templating so wala it didn't take off then i told it to Hanis and wan to start the templating again but then wanted to giv up told her then she sae she help me...but i didnt wan...then tried again then sae giv up again then she suggested to make it a shared blog so wala.....then comes the template problem again......sian....then My Mei Or her Jie found tis one so we used it.....so Thank you mei mei on behalf of her and me...thx loads mei...Luvee eu....

Plan to do homework tonite all of it...:D cya guys...

uh`huh

2009-06-01T17:47:00.002+08:00

uh`huh uh`huh.

anoda blogg for mie :DD
shared widd my love((:

wooo~

hope youu like it my love((:

and oooh.
check out th songs.
hv one of your fav songgg((:

huahua ^^

hmmm.. from bloggin on my blog.
to bloggin on this blogg.

haha. lols. lame.

ahaaaa. i just dunnoe wadd to say lar.
haha. okaess.

gtg. its been erm 2hr from th time i was
suppose to stop playinn. hoho. lols.
gotta be guai and just return it quick
before mummy finds out or before mummy
is frustrated. haha.

okii. byebye. have a nice day ahead((:

`нαnιss☆

First Post

2009-05-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

Helo....Tis is my first post though tis page has been made long time ago...i dun really want to talk much...now i am having full of problems....I have To choose Between. Luvee....Family.....Studies......and Me....I wonder....i dunoe....Cya